I Just want to be his Friend

Long time ago
I'm so close to this guy.
Even though we rarely met,
We just contact via phone.
We have made a promise, no matter what had happen, we still be friend.
My boyfriend felt envy to us and he had made a stupid decision.
He kicked me out from his life.
I'm not so frustrated with his decision.
Coz my principe, before we falling in love (have a special person in life),
we leave with friend but why when we have a special partner, we have to separate with them.
Some people, when they had broken relation, the first thing he do is join their old friend.
I believe, there are many people will be act like my ex.
But I am NOT!!
Friend is friend.
I won't forget them eventhough I have to give commitment in my special relation.
But what make me feel regret is why this happen to my best friend that I mention it at the beginning?
Now he has special girl in his life.
He threw me out.
There is no word to declair us friend anymore.
I sent him SMS, but he didn't reply.
It's okay.
I consider, maybe he is out of credit.
But why he didn't answer my call?
Am I his burden?
Am I annoying him?
Have I done something wrong?
If yes,can somebody tell me what is my mistake.
I just want to be his friend

Quote

1- "Don't stop untill the last buzzer sound"

2- "I will not kiss you, coz the hardest part of this is leaving you"

3- "The only things in you regret, are the risks that you didn't take"

4- "Find a guy that adores you,. not one that you adore"

5-"Love me for who am I"

6- "All I want is one guy to prove to me that they are not the same"

7- "You never realize what you had, until it's gone"

Can't help.

You have been called before cupids court for:

1- stealing my heart,

2- tresspassing in my dreams and,

3- robbing me of my senses.

You have been sentenced to a lifetime with me.

How do you plead?

A little

A little love, will make us loveable.
A little promise, will make us believe.
A little heart broken, will make us frustrated.
But, Friendship will always be meaningful.

Cooperation

Friendship is like hand and eyes.
when hand injured,
eyes will crying.
When eyes crying,
hand will wipe it.

Shape

Star has five ends.
Square has four ends.
Triangle has three ends.
Line has two ends.
And our friendship is circle, with no ends.

Day

Without FRIEND, days are:
Sad day, Moan day, Tears day, waste day, Thirst day, Fright day, Shatter day.
Thank God,
I have you.
Peace in my heart.

Meaning of Friendship

Friendship is not about...
Whom you have known the longest,
Who came first or,
Who cares the best.
It is about who came and never left.

Reality

Yesterday is history that cannot be change,
Today is reality that have to face and will define who you are,
Tomorrow is fantasy that cannot be sure yet it is true.

Don't Ever Leave the One You Love for the One You like.

Love is not to forget,
but to forgive.
Not to see,
but to understand.
Not to hear,
but to listen.
Not to let go,
but to hold on.
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like.
Coz the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find a guy who calls you beautiful,
instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Wailt for the one who is constantly reminding you,
of how much he cares about you,
and how lucky he is to have you.

Nothing Stay the Same

Nothing stay the same.
Sunrise become sunset.
Morning turns into night.
An angry storm can turn into a gentle breeze.
A tiny seed can become a towering tree.
A lowly caterpillar transforms into a colourful butterfly.
A child grows into a man.
Life goes on.
Seasons change.
Circutance change.
People change.
But I know that I will always love you no matter what had happened.
Or whatever changes.
Coz my love for you is so real.
And you're always be my love till the end of my life.
I will always love you.

My One and Only

You'll always be my one and only,
The one I'll never forget.
The times we share are always special.
Memories I won't ever regret.
I care for you deeply.
And I give to you my heart.
I always knew you could be the one for me.
I fell in love with you right from yhe start.
All I want to do is hold you close and never let you go.
Tell me you'll stay here with me.
Please don't tell me, 'No'.
Your love comforts me at night.
It never leaves me lonely.
You're all I'll ever need in life.
You are trully my one and only.

Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time,
something happened to me.
It was the sweetest thing that ever could be.
It was a fantasy.
A dream come true.
It was the day I met you.

Afraid

When I first saw you,
I was afraid to meet you.
When I first met you,
I was afraid to kiss you.
When I first kissed you,
I was afraid to love you.
But now I love you,
I afraid to lose you.

Forever.

I wrote your name in the sand,
but the wave washed it away.
I wrote your name in my hand,
but I washed it the next day.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper,
but I accidentally throw it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

Chill up

If someone comes into your life,
and becomes a part of you.
But for some reasons she couldn't stay,
don't cry too much.
Just be glad that your paths crossed,
and somehow she made you happy even for a while.

Honey

Honey..
There is a promise in tomorrow,
There's a sunshine in today,
and there's a treasured memories in every yesterday.
All my days seem brighter.
My hopes and my dreams do,
too cause I'm sharing all of them
and all of my love with YOU!

Always in My Heart

How can I tell him that I still in love with him?
So fragile and closed,
So hateful and cruel,
Never to open my heart to anyone except him.
Even though we end up our relation last time with a big fight,
And I know that after this we can’t have any relation at all.

Everything that I do reminds me of him.
I see his shadow everywhere.
I don’t know why my felling to him are still strong.
I never felt this way before.
Even though I felt regret because he don’t love me like I do.
He seems to move on easy.
We break up over the smallest thing.

This is a risk I must say to him.
To let my heavy heart to feel light again.
Please come back to me.
Please don’t tell me No!.
I miss your hug,
I miss your laugh,
I miss your voice when you sing to me every night.
I miss you.
I’ll be right here waiting for you.

If He Only knew.

This is a story about a girl that admire a guy in silence.
She decided not to tell that guy that she fell in love with him.
Coz she afraid that what she have been wishing for all this time never come true.
She scared to ask that guy whether he had a special girl or not.
Coz the question will kill her self.
She want the guy himself know that she admire him.
The guy just an ordinary men that she had met.
But she found something special that no other men have.
She love to hear the guy's voice.
She love to see the guy's face.
Even though they rarely met.
She had keep one picture of him so she can let go her feeling by looking at the picture.
She always want to talk to the guy,
but her heart says NO!!
Because she afraid that she is not the girl that he always wanna talk to..
But there were times when she need some to..
She brave herself to call him.
And everything turns to a perfect day.
When she troubled, down or blue,
The first person that she find is him.
Though he do not understand,
but it is enough for her because she got a shoulder to cry on.
And she feel like she got a new breath.
He is her idol.
For her, he is the one who pushed her to excel in everything she do.
She already know that if she didn't tell him what she feel right now,
and the guy didn't start first,
how can they have a special relation.
So she take other way.
She put him inside her heart as her dream guy.
So he will always live in her heart.
Coz that is the only way that can make her happy.
She willingly wait outside his wall,
than nothing at all.

I'll be Right Here Waiting for You.

How can I tell you what I feel for you?
But yet it's amazing how I feel when I am around you,
So fragile and closed,
So hateful and cruel,
Never to open my heart to anyone,
and then there was YOU.
And everytime I look at you everything turns to a perfect day.
I don't know why my feelings are so strong but,
You're the eagle I must watch no matter what I do.
You can see by the way I look at you and search for you.
I don't blame you if you're scared, for so am I.
But this a risk I must say to u to let my heavy heart to feel light again.
Even though right now we are just friends,
Yet now I wait alone outside your wall,
I'm far too shy to tell you that I am in love with you,
I'm always thinking about you.
You're the only one in my mind.
There were times I wanted to talk to you,
but my heart says NO!!,
Because I am scared that I am not that guy u always wanna talk to...
Though you may not have asked for me to call or message,
but my heart can't keep still thinking of you.
I know now you are scared to fall in love with any guy,
and its quite early for you to,
but I would willingly wait for you..

If You Only Knew

Though you don't live next door,
Though you're five states away,
You're still here in my thoughts,
every week and every day
When events of the day cause this soul to despair,
just the sound of your voice makes them easy to bear.
You're a special friend,
who I know is always there.
Someone to share my life with,
every hope, dream, and care.
Whenever I feel sad or alone,
You're always there to make me smile.
It's friends like you,
who I know you won't leave me after a while.
Special friends like you,
mean the world to me.
When I think of something special,
it is your face I see.
All the time I've spent with you,
puts a smile upon my face.
I hope one day I'll be with you again.
Somehow, Sometime, Someplace.
You mean a lot to me and I would do anything in the world for you.
So, no matter what's going on in your life,
just know you have someone to turn to.
You're a special person I care a lot about you,
I wish I could say how special you are,
Only if you knew...

Spirit

Though you don't live next door,
Though you're five states away,
You're still here in my thoughts,
every week and every day.
When events of the day cause this soul to despair,
just the sound of your voice makes them easy to bear.
When I don't have the luxury of feeling,
your soft touch or taking in your scent which i appreciate so much,
I need only look back at the times we had to wonder if I've any right to be sad.
You're trully a blessing.
I want you to know that i care for you deeply,wherever i go.

What a Friend are for

You're never alone,
I'm always near.
When your troubled, down or blue,
all you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.
So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.
You're never alone,
I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

True Love

Why is it that when you realize you love someone...
You end up loosing them?
It's like someone purposely wants your heart to hurt...
More than it already does.

Why is it that when you're with someone...
You break up over the smallest thing,
And at that moment you realize how much they really mean to you?
But when you want to get back together...
They suddenly give you even more reasons why they can't.

Why do the people who you think are so perfect for you...
Always seem to slip away?
They are the ones who are the hardest to keep,
And when you loose them...
You think you can't live without them in your life.

But when when you think you are finally over them,
And you can move on...
You hear their voice just one more time
And fall for them all over again.

How come they are the ones that are on your mind
when you are with someone else?
You don’t expect it and you don’t do it on purpose,
But you just suddenly think of them.

Most people would say they are your destiny...
But if they are meant to be with you,
Then why did you break up in the first place?

Soul Mate

I was sitting here
thinking of the words I want to say,
but they just wouldn't come out right
so I found a different way.
I got a piece of paper
and I wrote this poem for you,
but there's no way to thank you
for everything you do.
For always being nice to me
and staying by my side,
For helping fix my problems
and never leaving me behind.
For accepting my thoughts and feelings,
though you do not understand,
For never giving up on me and being my best friend.
For making me laugh and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me if I were to die