If He Only knew.

This is a story about a girl that admire a guy in silence.
She decided not to tell that guy that she fell in love with him.
Coz she afraid that what she have been wishing for all this time never come true.
She scared to ask that guy whether he had a special girl or not.
Coz the question will kill her self.
She want the guy himself know that she admire him.
The guy just an ordinary men that she had met.
But she found something special that no other men have.
She love to hear the guy's voice.
She love to see the guy's face.
Even though they rarely met.
She had keep one picture of him so she can let go her feeling by looking at the picture.
She always want to talk to the guy,
but her heart says NO!!
Because she afraid that she is not the girl that he always wanna talk to..
But there were times when she need some to..
She brave herself to call him.
And everything turns to a perfect day.
When she troubled, down or blue,
The first person that she find is him.
Though he do not understand,
but it is enough for her because she got a shoulder to cry on.
And she feel like she got a new breath.
He is her idol.
For her, he is the one who pushed her to excel in everything she do.
She already know that if she didn't tell him what she feel right now,
and the guy didn't start first,
how can they have a special relation.
So she take other way.
She put him inside her heart as her dream guy.
So he will always live in her heart.
Coz that is the only way that can make her happy.
She willingly wait outside his wall,
than nothing at all.